Yeah, they like to hang around like flys on old meat. Some are daddy's girls, Many just want to figure out men and relationships and we are lower risk. I'm starting to feel like that teenage girl you won't hold hands within the mall but can't keep your hands off as soon as you step out. Bit of a hit to ego But I'm getting it and I think adapting to it. Pissed but adapting. It will give me an edge because the early 40's girls are going through the same thing. They still think they are hot and are not and their failure to adapt to the idea that they are no longer 6's or 7's certainly knocked me down a few more pegs than I thought needed.
After I quit drinking, even though I had regrets from the past, I also needed every drink and rough spot I got in order to get enough motivation to get out of that spot. The same is going with this rebound out of cancer. I need every rejection and mind twist to learn what I need to learn and do what I need to do.
Phero let me accelerate that process from 2 or 3 new interactions a year to 2 or 3 a week and often 2 or 3 times a day. Once i get past the first three, the next dozen is easy. I'm also finding I don't know what I want because I'm used to settling for whatever and calling them 7's. I give girls a few bonus points just out of generosity. To dad its rarely reciprocated. I'm seeing this locale and women in it exactly for what they are. The population is low, I need to stretch my territory.
After I quit drinking, even though I had regrets from the past, I also needed every drink and rough spot I got in order to get enough motivation to get out of that spot. The same is going with this rebound out of cancer. I need every rejection and mind twist to learn what I need to learn and do what I need to do.
Phero let me accelerate that process from 2 or 3 new interactions a year to 2 or 3 a week and often 2 or 3 times a day. Once i get past the first three, the next dozen is easy. I'm also finding I don't know what I want because I'm used to settling for whatever and calling them 7's. I give girls a few bonus points just out of generosity. To dad its rarely reciprocated. I'm seeing this locale and women in it exactly for what they are. The population is low, I need to stretch my territory.
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