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(Too long? Go to paragraph 6 for my experience)
Hello everyone. I recently joined the forum after I received my first order. Awesome customer service btw.
Brief backstory. I am a 30 year old West African living in the UK for a few years now. I got involved in organised religion at a very young age and it messed up with my view on sexual. This led to me having a very limited sexual experience for a guy my age. I'm finally getting some recovery with the help of hypnosis, tapping, subliminal audio, and complete avoidance of anything to do with organised religion.
After reading about pheromones, I decided to place an order for Xist and Evolve. However, the EU store was out of stock, and me not being patient to wait for delivery from the USA, decided to go for Ascend and Cohesion. I mentioned this in my order. The next day, I got a call from customer service saying they just received new stock of Evolve and Xist, and if I would like to have those as well. With limited finances, I requested my order be changed to Xist and Ascend. I got my order three days later with samples of Evolve and Taboo. Sweet!
I decided to try Evolve, three sprays - two to the neck, and on to one wrist which I rubbed onto the other wrist. I had no cover scent because I thought it did not smell bad and wondered what the recommendation on getting a cover scent was all about. What a noob! lol
I left for the shops looking for iois but got none. I walked into the shop and was like "Bro, you stank!!". So, I went to the toiletries aisle and covered myself with some Lynx. It's the best I could find - don't judge me. It was either that or Brut
. I noticed nothing out of the ordinary when I left the shop.
I got back home and that's when things got interesting. I live in a shared accommodation with a live-in landlady, and a lady from a very conservative Asian country, let's call her V. As part of my journey to discover my masculinity, I have been "faking it until I make it". Using subtle language, I had given V the impression I'm very experienced. Being in the UK for less than six months, her guards are still high. However, that night, she asked if she could hang out with me in my room, to which I said yes. After being in my room for less than five minutes, she started talking about sexual stuff, and how she has never watched porn. I teased her I would make her watch it and she declined saying she's afraid she would get addicted.
After being with me for about 20 minutes, V complained about my room being too hot for her. The landlady went to the kitchen for a cuppa and V joins her. I later join them and they became very chatty. V left for her room, and I stayed downstairs with the landlady. When I came back to my room, I got a text from V which suggested she was horny. She then asked me over text if I wanted to be her FWB. (I had told her what a fwb was a few days earlier. She thought it meant a generous friend). At this time I was beginning to freak out - things were just happening to fast for a guy with my limited experience.
I told her I was up for a FWB. She then proceeded to set "rules" basically saying no one should ever find out. She then said she would be coming to my room for a make out and no penetration was allowed. She was in my room less than five minutes after that. We started making out and I try to take off her pants and she says no. I try again a few minutes later and she still says no. She gives me a bj but still said no when I tried to go down on her. So I backed off. However, out of nowhere, she takes off her pants and says she wants to feel me inside her. At this point, I'm REALLY freaking out. This made me lose my boner. Suddenly, the room became extra hot for me. I got very light headed and understood what she meant by my room being too hot. It wasn't the central heating.
She begged me to penetrate her, but I made excuses, saying I had no protection and not being able to pull out on time. She spent more time with me before leaving for her room as I had to work early the next morning. After she left, I found it hard to go to sleep because of the heat even though I was naked with no sheets on. I was still feeling light-headed when I finally succeeded to fall asleep. I kept waking up at night feeling like I was drunk on whisky.
V knew I had to leave for work early, so early in the morning, she came back to my room for another make-out session.
I felt like I was suffering from a hangover when I was having a shower and even threw up. I had absolutely no appetite at work and all I ate was a small pork pie during a 24-hour shift. (I had two sprays of Ascend before going to work).
So, I am very impressed at the effect the mones had on V, but the effect on me is not something I want to experience again. It seems to amplify my anxiety. What can I do to manage this negative self-effects?
Hello everyone. I recently joined the forum after I received my first order. Awesome customer service btw.
Brief backstory. I am a 30 year old West African living in the UK for a few years now. I got involved in organised religion at a very young age and it messed up with my view on sexual. This led to me having a very limited sexual experience for a guy my age. I'm finally getting some recovery with the help of hypnosis, tapping, subliminal audio, and complete avoidance of anything to do with organised religion.
After reading about pheromones, I decided to place an order for Xist and Evolve. However, the EU store was out of stock, and me not being patient to wait for delivery from the USA, decided to go for Ascend and Cohesion. I mentioned this in my order. The next day, I got a call from customer service saying they just received new stock of Evolve and Xist, and if I would like to have those as well. With limited finances, I requested my order be changed to Xist and Ascend. I got my order three days later with samples of Evolve and Taboo. Sweet!
I decided to try Evolve, three sprays - two to the neck, and on to one wrist which I rubbed onto the other wrist. I had no cover scent because I thought it did not smell bad and wondered what the recommendation on getting a cover scent was all about. What a noob! lol
I left for the shops looking for iois but got none. I walked into the shop and was like "Bro, you stank!!". So, I went to the toiletries aisle and covered myself with some Lynx. It's the best I could find - don't judge me. It was either that or Brut
. I noticed nothing out of the ordinary when I left the shop. I got back home and that's when things got interesting. I live in a shared accommodation with a live-in landlady, and a lady from a very conservative Asian country, let's call her V. As part of my journey to discover my masculinity, I have been "faking it until I make it". Using subtle language, I had given V the impression I'm very experienced. Being in the UK for less than six months, her guards are still high. However, that night, she asked if she could hang out with me in my room, to which I said yes. After being in my room for less than five minutes, she started talking about sexual stuff, and how she has never watched porn. I teased her I would make her watch it and she declined saying she's afraid she would get addicted.
After being with me for about 20 minutes, V complained about my room being too hot for her. The landlady went to the kitchen for a cuppa and V joins her. I later join them and they became very chatty. V left for her room, and I stayed downstairs with the landlady. When I came back to my room, I got a text from V which suggested she was horny. She then asked me over text if I wanted to be her FWB. (I had told her what a fwb was a few days earlier. She thought it meant a generous friend). At this time I was beginning to freak out - things were just happening to fast for a guy with my limited experience.
I told her I was up for a FWB. She then proceeded to set "rules" basically saying no one should ever find out. She then said she would be coming to my room for a make out and no penetration was allowed. She was in my room less than five minutes after that. We started making out and I try to take off her pants and she says no. I try again a few minutes later and she still says no. She gives me a bj but still said no when I tried to go down on her. So I backed off. However, out of nowhere, she takes off her pants and says she wants to feel me inside her. At this point, I'm REALLY freaking out. This made me lose my boner. Suddenly, the room became extra hot for me. I got very light headed and understood what she meant by my room being too hot. It wasn't the central heating.
She begged me to penetrate her, but I made excuses, saying I had no protection and not being able to pull out on time. She spent more time with me before leaving for her room as I had to work early the next morning. After she left, I found it hard to go to sleep because of the heat even though I was naked with no sheets on. I was still feeling light-headed when I finally succeeded to fall asleep. I kept waking up at night feeling like I was drunk on whisky.
V knew I had to leave for work early, so early in the morning, she came back to my room for another make-out session.
I felt like I was suffering from a hangover when I was having a shower and even threw up. I had absolutely no appetite at work and all I ate was a small pork pie during a 24-hour shift. (I had two sprays of Ascend before going to work).
So, I am very impressed at the effect the mones had on V, but the effect on me is not something I want to experience again. It seems to amplify my anxiety. What can I do to manage this negative self-effects?
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