The Great "Radiance" Project

[Scottie2Hottie]

So would you say that TM5 is your favorite so far? Sounds like you've been getting some great responses. And you finally got selfies. lol That's way cool. I think that between the Bnol and the P83 there's a definite disinhibiting effect. I know I hafta watch what I say when I'm wearing it if something happens to piss me off. Which doesn't last long. I'm back to my smiley self in no time. But I've been getting some shitty work assignments lately and I've been very outspoken about it.

Seven hours and counting is awesome. Diffusion Tech definitely makes a difference. Not just in longevity but in ensuring the molecules diffuse at an even rate. So you're not left with just a couple toward the end but get to benefit from all of them throughout. I'm curious to see how long it lasts for you.

[NuTrix]

Yes. Fav so far, very much like the selfies.
Definitely lasted into the 8+ hour mark.
Had a guy working in the department randomly sit beside me and start chatting me up (20s).
Mr GP was laughing with me and even swayed with me to the rhythm of some background noise. At first he made his usual, "what's WRONG with you" face followed by grin and head shake, then to my surprise joined me LOL So that was funny and great...a mile marker with him for sure.
Some suggestive innuendos popped up here and there with random people throughout the night, but nothing gross or out of line Just before leaving is when things went silly as a friend and I came into a tremendous laughing fit and we just kept carrying on about random nonsense all the way to our cars to leave for the night...but some of that could just be Friday happy/giddiness too...Yay, weekend! Oh! My version had some cops too though, so that could explained some of the extra male attention...

[Ildergreier]

It says in my signature dork. What's your point?

I didn't see it at first.

[Scottie2Hottie]

Yes. Fav so far, very much like the selfies.
Definitely lasted into the 8+ hour mark.
Had a guy working in the department randomly sit beside me and start chatting me up (20s).
Mr GP was laughing with me and even swayed with me to the rhythm of some background noise. At first he made his usual, "what's WRONG with you" face followed by grin and head shaike, then to my surprise joined me LOL So that was funny and great...a mile marker with him for sure.
Some suggestive innuendos popped up here and there with random people throughout the night, but nothing gross or out of line Just before leaving is when things went silly as a friend and I came into a tremendous laughing fit and we just kept carrying on about random nonsense all the way to our cars to leave for the night...but some of that could just be Friday happy/giddiness too...Yay, weekend! Oh! My version had some cops too though, so that could explained some of the extra male attention...

yes probably so. I'm sure cops plus disinhibition was the source of the comments.

[Scottie2Hottie]

Ran TM6 one last time. Or at least a semblance of TM6. My P86 is really low and difficult to spray so I had to guesstimate the amount.

I definitely feel the increase in Rone Sulfate and Anol. Mood elevation and chattiness. More chattiness in others and an overall great mood in others. Our manager-in-trainng, K was in a fowl mood but within 20-30 minutes of being in my cloud she was in a relatively good mood. She shared a lot about why she was in a mood, how she's fed up with Bitchface, etc. I attribute that to the Bnol. But before long she was smiling and laughing. Even after Bitchface, the source of her ire, came in she remained chipper around me. What happened behind closed doors is another story. But around me, smiley and happy. As has been typical lately, K was genuinely sad when it was time for me to go.

Was thinking that my base mix and P86 were a waste until SHE showed up. I've mentioned before of the possibility that the Radiance mixes have an imprinting effect. I've mentioned this girl before in that respect. Very young (18-20 more likely 18). gorgeous blonde. Last time I saw her as soon as she saw me, said an emphatic hello and made a bee line for me even tho another associate was closer and could have helped her. I had only helped her one time before but she remembered me and I wasn't even pouring on the charm. lol So today she does the same thing. Only today I engage her. She responds favorably. Within a minute she's chatty, IOIs like crazy. I got a neck presentation which drives me wild. I think a woman's neck is one of the sexiest parts of her body. But I digress. lol She became soft, sweet and kittenish. We chatted for couple minutes then she walked off. Head held high, chest out and swinging it. Very different from her posture upon approach. I tell you if I were a younger man.....RRRRAAAAWWWWRRRRR.

Saw some DIHL from both women and men today. Totally awestruck. Guiding them toward a purchase was like taking candy from a baby.

So overall a slow but effective day.

Today's mix:

…..mix redacted.....

[Ildergreier]

Neck...

Why?

[Scottie2Hottie]

Lol idk why. It just is. I guess I'm just weird like that. Lol

[Ildergreier]

Lol idk why. It just is. I guess I'm just weird like that. Lol

I have heard it before, and didn't remember to ask him. Too bad you didn't have any answers.

[NuTrix]

It's the vampire in them...preditory thing

[Ildergreier]

I think you are right.

[NuTrix]

TM6
40mcg Rone S
40mcg a-nol
20mcg b-nol
30mcg DHEAS
30mcg DHEA
37.5mcg xsr32
25mcg xsp83
25mcg xsp86

WOW! Instant pick me up! The bump up of the first 2 make a noticeable difference. The whole house is in good spirits today. Will be heading out for errands later, but wanted to drop in and make this quick note

[Scottie2Hottie]

Yes it does make a noticable difference.

Just one minor detail tho. You forgot the Bnol. Lol

[NuTrix]

Yes it does make a noticable difference.

Just one minor detail tho. You forgot the Bnol. Lol

D'oh! No I didn't, I just forgot to put it in the list. I put it on right after the a-nol, lol. (Maybe I should have copied and pasted this time ) All better now!

This mix on it's own is a feel good blend. Appeared to make people happy just to be around me. Made me more likely to chat up others, people I know and people I hadn't met before. Seems to snap people's attention. Got more than a few head whips, lots of smiles and good interactions. Good social I'd say
This is how I envision you meant IS was when you first described it to me, or at least I'm getting those kind of selfies that I don't from IS.

[Scottie2Hottie]

A good social indeed. Yes that's how I tried to describe Shine to you. I firmly believe that TM5/TM6 have more depth. It certainly has all the properties of Shine plus so much more. I've bee going back to Shine for comparison and it seems lackluster. As I've said, Shine used to be the benchmark. Now it's the other way around.

[Scottie2Hottie]

Ran with TM7 for the first time. I've been wondering how P96 would effect the mix. Does it add something new or is it just redundant? Is Bnol enough or can I get a new nuance with P96? Both are considered binding molecules in the general sense. I believe Bnol imparts a sense of familiarity whereas P96 brings relatability. They may seem like the same thing on the surface but I believe there is a difference. It's kinda like the difference between sympathy and empathy. They seem similar but are, in fact, different. Today I found myself really relating to people in addition to the buddy buddy familiarity of Bnol. Typically I'm quite detached and objective when dealing with customers/the public and coworkers. Today I was more engaged.

I found that extra 10 mcg Rone Sulfate/Anolto be quite contagious. It certainly affected my mood and those around me. Bitchface had a lilt in her voice and was actually going around singing. I have never seen her like that. I wasn't feeling too well and she was unbelievably empathetic. I saw sincerity for once. She's usually quite fake and unsympathetic. We had an employee no call/no show and still didn't get her down. It didn't get me down despite the fact I wasn't feeling well and was stuck picking up the slack. Bitchface was a whole different person. Joyful, playful, empathetic, helpful. Not just out for herself as is usual.

Status hits don't seem to be suffering because of TM7. Plenty of respect despite the feel good effect.

Attraction hits were there. I got some DIHLs. Lots of hair play. Especially from Bitchface of all people. Saw the 18 yr old beauty again today. Again drawn to me like a magnet. I was with a customer, she smiles, apporoches and stops a few feet away. She just stands there staring at me with a dreamy look, stroking her long hair. Bitchface called her over her to come to her several times. She didn't respond the first few times. She then would motion toward me and stand there. She finally gave up and went with her. As she left she looks over her shoulder and smiles. Had would very attractive woman (30 something) who couldn't hold eye contact. She looked down and was quiet but when she did DIHL She seemed stunned even as she left.

Today's mix:

…..mix redacted.....

[NuTrix]

Sorry if I asked this somewhere already, why the jump from 25mcg to 50-60 (double +) P86?

[Scottie2Hottie]

I was guesstimating. I used two dabs. Seemed like a lot so I figured 50-60 mcg. I could be totally wrong.

[Scottie2Hottie]

Just sprayed from a 10 ml on my finger. One dab seems to roughly equal two sprays or 25 mcg. So today I used approx 25 mcg. Yesterday about 50 mcg.

[Scottie2Hottie]

Crazy day at work. The girl who was a no show came in today. Turns out she was in a car accident and spent yesterday in the hospital. She was pretty banged up. Bitchface actually had empathy for her and sent her home even tho it would inconvenience her. Instead of being stressed out and bitchy, she was again jovial and playful. I was training a new employee which, in and of itself, made my workload greater. The girl did pretty well but was undestrandably slow. I was running circles around her. Since we were short a person it doubled my work load yet again. But instead of being stressed out I took everything in stride. Had a big smile on my face. I wasn't a condescending jerk to the weak link.....I mean new girl. We actually had fun. I was scheduled to leave at12:30 which would have left Bitchface on her own for two hours. I was empathetic and offered to work over two hours until the next shift came in. Godd thing I did because it got busy as hell. We took it in stride and actually had fun.

Lots of happy smiley customers too. I like to mess with my customers and say off the wall stuff. We had a lot of fun.

As with previous TMs today's mix (TM7) didn't diminish the respect factor.

Not as many attraction hits today. Surprisingly the strongest hits came from the young ones. Saw the magnetic effect with women in general. One young lady (18-20) waited and waited for me to help her. Totally blew off Bitchface. She seemed distracted as she waited. When she approached she smiled sweetly. IOIs and shyness. After our interaction she smiled big, walked off proud and shaking it. Had a high school senior. I know because it said on her shirt. She wouldn't make eye contact but smiled big. Shy and blushing the whole time.

I'm telling you young guys, check out these mixes. They're gold.

Today's mix:

…..mix redacted.....

[Scottie2Hottie]

Once again Radiance saved the day. Bitchface was raging when I arrived this morning. Almost immediately she unloaded on me. It wasn't directed at me but I had to listen to her rant. Within a few minutes her mood dramatically improved. She was jovial, smiley and in a great mood. I had to work behind the scenes again today so have virtually no contact with the public. I went to go do my thing. After awhile D came in to start her shift. Again Bitchface is ranting and raving. She comes back to the area where I'm working and again her mood dramatically improves. She did a total 180. I shared some info about my past management experiences and totally related to what she was going thru. She stuck to me like glue. I finally had to shew her so I could get some work done. My workload was heavy and she actually pitched in to help. She never does this with anyone. I ended up working more than a half hour over my scheduled time. my work load was just that heavy. She actually sent me home even tho I wasn't totally done. She offered to finish my work for me. Usually she has no sympathy and is bitching about people not getting their stuff done on time, if at all. The bitchy side was normal. The great mood, empathy and being a team player was definitely out of the ordinary.

One last thing. We have this kid who does a lot of the heavy lifting and odd jobs around the place. He's always quiet and keeps to himself. Today he kept chatting me up and smiling. He never smiles. He's always so serious. A wide eyed kid today. Happy to be in my presence. Asking me personal questions. Showing a genuine interest in me. Very unusual.

Today's mix:

…..mix redacted....

[Scottie2Hottie]

Another fun day at work. It started off tense with Bitchface being in one of her moods. That quickly turned around after a few minutes. Before long she was in a great mood. Laughing and joking. She responds well to the Radiance variants. It's as if something flips a switch in her head and carries thru even when she's not directly exposed. Saw the magnetic effect with her today. She stuck to me like glue. Making excuses to hang around me. She paid the price too. I ripped on her all day long. She was a kino machine. Every time I fucked with her she hit me or elbowed me in the ribs and laughed her ass off. Her jaw would drop and act shocked at things I said but she knows full well that I'll say just about anything. If she wasn't near me, she would throw something at me. And one point she says "Scottie I love you" then later she says "What would we do without you". And my co-worker J said "it wouldn't be the same without you". Bitchface confided things about my fellow employees that I probably shouldn't be privy to. That level of comfort and trust was there for sure. I think that the Bnol and P96 create a gestalt. That is, the whole is greater than the sum of it's parts. But I suppose the same could be said for the Radiance mixes too.

One thing I always worry about with socials is that they will neuter a sexual or status mix. That doesn't seem to be the case with the Radiance mixes. In fact, I dare say that they enhance them. I got IOIs today from several women. The most common being neck presentation and hair fluffing while sticking their chest out. Quite a bit of wide eyed expressions and the occasional DIHL. One woman I saw today rarely smiles and is rather stoic. Today she was definitely not her usual self. Neck presentation while stroking her long hair, head tilted to one side. A very warm smile. Soft and kittenish. She even called me by name in the sweetest, sexiest voice. She never refers to me by name. In fact, she rarely says anything at all. She's never been on my radar because of the way she usually acts. No signs of interest. Today she was a definite blip. Tons of respect from everyone so no issues there. While I think that the Bnol creates an air of familiarity it doesn't diminish the respect level. I wonder what role P96 might play in that. It's more of a great guy I look up to and really like type of alpha feel. Not the intimidation type.

Today's mix:

…..mix redacted.....

[Scottie2Hottie]

I thought I would post this for comparison purposes.

A much different day today. That fun, carefree, playful vibe wasn't there. Bitchface was much more serious. I was more serious. I wasn't as outgoing as usual. I didn't see customers lighting up as I have with the Radiance mixes. I didn't see the magnetism. I didn't see the attraction. I saw two of the women who responded heavily with IOIs yesterday. Today they were "normal". The stoic one was her usual self. Nothing at all kittenish to say the least. I also saw a young lady who has responded to past versions of Radiance. No IOIs from her either. She was actually quite formal with me. I definitely think there's an attraction element to Radiance. I especially see it with TM6 and TM7. My base mix was exactly the same as yesterday but reactions were totally different. I did wear Shine today but it can't hold a candle to Radiance. I didn't have time to apply TM7 this morning so I went with my default Shine. I'm glad I did. The contrast was unmistakable. It just demonstrated to me the Radiance is working and is far superior.

Today's mix:

3 Ascend
2 Cohesion
15 mcg Enone
4 Shine 1x

[Ildergreier]

Nah, you need to go back to the other one. We need to hear more about women showing of their neck to you.

[Scottie2Hottie]

Nah, you need to go back to the other one. We need to hear more about women showing of their neck to you.

You shush and send me a pic of your neck.

[Ildergreier]

You shush and send me a pic of your neck.

Now you are too bold.