Help!

[Tigris]

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[Tigris]

Copying this from my journal...


"HELP!!!!!!
Phero-community/family/friends! Advice! Needed! ....okay drama filled, histrionics aside I do need suggestions. I have a whirlwind of stuff/problems/dilemmas/possible new opportunities slightly over whelming me. Trying to write this post without completely over sharing. But, I am still having issues with the swirling, onslaught of emotions my pregnant fiancé is having. Looking for closeness, sometimes forgiveness, more intimacy (at times any at all) (and not just sexually), energy.... I need focus, confidence, ENERGY, and did I say focus. I also need my purchases to be a bit more focused or efficient than my sometimes shopping sprees of like six products. I likely need that vast an amount for the plethora of issues I'm not experiencing along with some therapy, voodoo, hoodoo, universal energies, meditation, better nutrition and who knows what else. .... anyway, back to this world and actual reality. -Specifics. I am possibly or better stated I am starting new work. Non of which actually involve my actual schooling with the exception of possibly taking a job photographing students in school. My other options are cleaning (basically a contracted anti-COVID crew) at a Ford plant, and a work from home health insurance gig. Slight change I will turn all of these down but I am currently hired by all three. Could possibly do Ford plus one other as they have a night shift but I'm barely able to handle one of these with some medical problems I still am facing. Nevertheless as I've stated I have a son on the way and quick approaching so I need to increase my income! Oye...., I think I am pretty much rambling. -Tiger out"

[Tigris]

Copying this from my journal...


"HELP!!!!!!
Phero-community/family/friends! Advice! Needed! ....okay drama filled, histrionics aside I do need suggestions. I have a whirlwind of stuff/problems/dilemmas/possible new opportunities slightly over whelming me. Trying to write this post without completely over sharing. But, I am still having issues with the swirling, onslaught of emotions my pregnant fiancé is having. Looking for closeness, sometimes forgiveness, more intimacy (at times any at all) (and not just sexually), energy.... I need focus, confidence, ENERGY, and did I say focus. I also need my purchases to be a bit more focused or efficient than my sometimes shopping sprees of like six products. I likely need that vast an amount for the plethora of issues I'm not experiencing along with some therapy, voodoo, hoodoo, universal energies, meditation, better nutrition and who knows what else. .... anyway, back to this world and actual reality. -Specifics. I am possibly or better stated I am starting new work. Non of which actually involve my actual schooling with the exception of possibly taking a job photographing students in school. My other options are cleaning (basically a contracted anti-COVID crew) at a Ford plant, and a work from home health insurance gig. Slight change I will turn all of these down but I am currently hired by all three. Could possibly do Ford plus one other as they have a night shift but I'm barely able to handle one of these with some medical problems I still am facing. Nevertheless as I've stated I have a son on the way and quick approaching so I need to increase my income! Oye...., I think I am pretty much rambling. -Tiger out"