Finding My Masculinity

[Ildergreier]

Hi Ildergreier. No one took it from me and I'm not searching for it. I'm simply "finding" what I've always had, as in growing into the person I would look up to with great admiration.

Are you familiar with the story of the eagle raised by chicken? Or a lion cub raised by sheep? As a man, sometimes I see the eagle glide seamlessly in the sky and I just know that's where I belong. Other times I need to be fed the flesh of the sheep I grew up with to wake me up from the lie I have been living.

How I got here, though important, should not be a factor holding me down. I can either play the blame game and remain stuck in a life I despise, or I can go on a journey to discover what I can achieve as a masculine man, with the understanding I will never arrive at a destination.

Ok, you want to be the philosopher on the emperors throne, in a way?

[Batigoal]

But Batigoal . Who took your masculinity from you in the first place, sine you are actually searching for it?

Hi Ildergreier. No one took it from me and I'm not searching for it. I'm simply "finding" what I've always had, as in growing into the person I would look up to with great admiration.

Are you familiar with the story of the eagle raised by chicken? Or a lion cub raised by sheep? As a man, sometimes I see the eagle glide seamlessly in the sky and I just know that's where I belong. Other times I need to be fed the flesh of the sheep I grew up with to wake me up from the lie I have been living.

How I got here, though important, should not be a factor holding me down. I can either play the blame game and remain stuck in a life I despise, or I can go on a journey to discover what I can achieve as a masculine man, with the understanding I will never arrive at a destination.

[Ildergreier]

I think you are right.

[Prettyrickyboi]

I think his intent was to say that he's seen guys lose sight of who they are changing to fit the mold of a woman that may not be really the right one for him.

[Ildergreier]

I was saying what i have seen I in my experience I'm very confused at your issue.

I'm saying i have seen men transform themselves into really strong alpha men into little betas after being in a relationship. This was the OP's issue.

I see your point, but only the person to blame is the one that change.

The problem is when one find oneself in a situation where you need to change to be with a person, then one should leave, so that they can go out there and find this person they want one to change into.

[Primross]

No need for you to even mentioned the girl.

I was saying what i have seen I in my experience I'm very confused at your issue.

I'm saying i have seen men transform themselves into really strong alpha men into little betas after being in a relationship. This was the OP's issue.

[Ildergreier]

"Men can lose it themselves. I've seen real men turn into little bitches because of a girl"

Perhaps re-read my post...

No need for you to even mentioned the girl.

[Primross]

Don't blame the women.

"Men can lose it themselves. I've seen real men turn into little bitches because of a girl"

Perhaps re-read my post...

[Ildergreier]

Men can lose it themselves. I've seen real men turn into little bitches because of a girl.

Don't blame the women.

[Primross]

But Batigoal . Who took your masculinity from you in the first place, sine you are actually searching for it?

Men can lose it themselves. I've seen real men turn into little bitches because of a girl.

[Ildergreier]

But Batigoal . Who took your masculinity from you in the first place, sine you are actually searching for it?

[Batigoal]

Interesting fact. I grew up in the same town as Shakespeare..

Interesting fact. I worked in Shakespeare's town this summer. Nice town.

[Batigoal]

Used Ascend on Sunday. Two sprays - one behind each ear. If there was anything for me to notice, it's that I felt a bit ignored by my co-workers. They are all older than me.

No mones on Monday and Tuesday. On Wednesday, I had one spray of Xist behind each ear and went to lectures. I felt ignored by the younger ladies, or more like they avoided me. However, later in the day, I noticed older ladies (40's) gave me broad smiles and were cheerful. This is more difficult to experiment with than I thought it would be. I saw little or no response on one spray and decided to increase it to two which now seems like an overdose. I'm not complaining though - it's a journey.

Noob question, please. How do I know if I've overdosed on mones or if I've underdosed?

Also, do I need to use another fragrance on mones with cover scents? My Ascend has Acqua Di Gio as a cover scent but I think the strength of the fragrance diminishes as the day progresses leaving just the scent of the mone.

[Primross]

Same here. My best friend in college always went for the "Girl Next Door" types or what I called the fat friends, while I always liked the "Airbrushed Model" types what he called the crack addicts. So he would always open the less attractive friend (from my perspective) and he would feel like I was getting the shaft going after the other one. So it really worked out. Once I graduated I tried out a couple other wingmen, but most of them are more of a hindrance than an ally.

So I hunted alone, which is tougher because you always have that cock-blocking friend of hers that wants to ruin her sex life because she doesn't have one. *Sigh* I guess that's the good part of Day Game, less targets but no cock-blocker! I've only done limited Day Game bookstores and airports mostly.

Yeah daygame is unreal! But yeah night game alone can be tough

[Phoenix2886]

Sounds like a good wingman I need one of those

Same here. My best friend in college always went for the "Girl Next Door" types or what I called the fat friends, while I always liked the "Airbrushed Model" types what he called the crack addicts. So he would always open the less attractive friend (from my perspective) and he would feel like I was getting the shaft going after the other one. So it really worked out. Once I graduated I tried out a couple other wingmen, but most of them are more of a hindrance than an ally.

So I hunted alone, which is tougher because you always have that cock-blocking friend of hers that wants to ruin her sex life because she doesn't have one. *Sigh* I guess that's the good part of Day Game, less targets but no cock-blocker! I've only done limited Day Game bookstores and airports mostly.

[Primross]

Dominant Ascend may very well be great for competition. I have a friend that real competitive on the fields at whatever he does. I asked him how he does it, he's small. He goes at them real hard until they are scared of him then he is able to do what he's trying to do while people move out of his way. Or something like that. There are competitions where having friendships afterward is not necessary or recommended. Interteam versus intrateam ideas.

Funny thing is this aggressive rude short guy is likable, he holds no grudges. If you get in his way again, he just goes at you again, a few minutes later he's playin normal, rinse and repeat. I guess he values the value in sportsmanship that holds no grudges. He just got back from Peru sick from drinking the water. Maybe I should give him a call and kick him while I Have a chance and he's down. lol

Sounds like a good wingman I need one of those

[Muestereate]

Dominant Ascend may very well be great for competition. I have a friend that real competitive on the fields at whatever he does. I asked him how he does it, he's small. He goes at them real hard until they are scared of him then he is able to do what he's trying to do while people move out of his way. Or something like that. There are competitions where having friendships afterward is not necessary or recommended. Interteam versus intrateam ideas.

Funny thing is this aggressive rude short guy is likable, he holds no grudges. If you get in his way again, he just goes at you again, a few minutes later he's playin normal, rinse and repeat. I guess he values the value in sportsmanship that holds no grudges. He just got back from Peru sick from drinking the water. Maybe I should give him a call and kick him while I Have a chance and he's down. lol

[Primross]

He said for competition....I would think if you showed up wearing that combo they would just say "You win" I'm thinking it would be the Darth Vader vibe

Yea I see what you mean

[Phoenix2886]

That's quite the dominating mix

He said for competition....I would think if you showed up wearing that combo they would just say "You win" I'm thinking it would be the Darth Vader vibe

[Primross]

Domination oil + Dominant Ascend + XSR37

That's quite the dominating mix