*disclaimer* In this journal, I am going to write like it is going to be my diary. I am going to present my very thoughts on posts below. I do not want to create posts that suit everyone, are "correct" in some kind of way, but be as honest as I can with myself, to provide you and me with the most accurate understanding of me, the situations, and just because I don't want to spend time on thinking about what should I write, if I can just write straight from my heart.
So... let's get this started!
I remember when I've received the first bottle some time ago. I was amazingly excited about what is going to happen soon if I'm going to have some drops on my neck, wohoho! I was imagining scenarios of shocked faces, that would look at me with curious faces, like it would be written "What the fuck is going on with him? Has he changed in some way?"
Ah, right. I am twenty years old, and I am going to German High School with another people from various countries, while I don't know the language (the rest do know the language, since they live there at least for one year). I've moved to Germany 3 months ago. Until I learn the new language, my pheromone adventures are going to be based on experiences that are going to happen in this high school, or another environments like shops, banks or street.
For now, clubs and bars are off. But that is gonna change. (by the way, clubbing in Germany doesn't look good for me. I've searched many, many clubs or bars near my city, and there are only few that aren't as much popular, besides only one. But despite this, I am gonna try soon and make an opinion based on my real experience, not on Google lol)
I've got the bottle of SOB, and samples of XiSt and Celebrity (they are full to the half of the bottles). At first, I was worried if SOB is going to work in high school environment, but that does not stop me from using it. I do not want to be stopped by opinions where should one be used. If I really want to, I am going to use SOB in the church, and XiSt in the stripclub. Hey, I want experiences, god damn it!
Okay, let's move to the first day of my usage of SOB.
It was Wednesday, I woke up tired as always, and am going to make a big cup of coffee, thinking about what is going to happen today. I had my first bottle of quality pheromones, not like some time ago. After I've made everything, drank my coffee, brushed teeth etc. I've applied about 1,5 spray of SOB on my neck, and went to school.
I've noticed, that my colleague, let's call him Daniel, was especially talkative towards me. It could happen without pheromones, but I think it was that noticeable, that it is worth mentioning here, because he could always open his book and read it (we were sitting in the bus) like he does often. I can talk in German a little bit, so I always try my best with communicating with the other people. We were laughing about dumb things like wtf. Is SOB supposed to hit my pal like that? Well, I don't mind, honestly. LOL!
Okay, cool. Now I am off to greet my pals from my class. Hey, hey, hallo, hallo, greeting after greeting. Now I've noticed, that one of them, positive towards me, now was acting like I was a danger. When I've started to talk to him about something silly, he would respond fast and cut the conversation. He didn't smile like he usually does. He was staying away from me. Hmm... is it because of pheros, or he just had a bad day? Naah, he seems like he always has a good day, so this must be pheromones.
Another colleague of mine, insanely, INSANELY positive and masculine kind of man, like the real "alpha" (I hate this word, bleah), started to challenge me a little. But only a little, in a funny kind of way. He didn't change so much in the presence of pheromones.
When I was sitting in the class, the three girls from the class started to be shy/intimidated when I look at them. They don't want to look me in the eyes. When I catch them looking at me, they instantly look somewhere else. With that intimidation, It could be because of my height (6"4') and athletic build (I was working out for 3 years) and look better than average male.
The fourth, and the last girl (6/10 in my scale), was not like that. I see her looking at me for a long time, likes to catch my eyes, doesn't want to break eye contact. It was never like that earlier. I assume SOB worked well on her, lol! When I've initiated a conversation with her later on, she was talkative and was smiling. She seemed excited as well.
When I pass girls on the school corridor, I see many of them quickly looking at me, and when I look at them too, they tend to instantly look somewhere else as well. Is that because I am intimidating? I wonder how would they act if I started talking to them, or if they knew me. Maybe it is a initial intimidation because of too high value? Until I learn more language, I can only wonder.
When I was sitting on the bench with my colleague that is in the same situation with the language like mine, I've noticed about 10-15 feet away from me, on another bench, that there was a girl that would sit in a very, very feminine way, looking at me all the fucking time. She was honestly pretty. When I ignored it for a minute, because I was talking with that pal, and after that minute looked at her again, she would stare at me again!
Is it possible to hit from 10-15 feet with SOB in closed, warm environment? That alone-staring-contest didn't happen to me earlier.
And it is the end of a day. I'm going to home, going to drink some tea and think about writing about it.
The end of the first post! Kudos!
Btw. I do not understand the whole mixing thing. If only one product is more than enough to work, why should one mix with another pheromones? To make them stronger? If so, why only one kind of phero is not strong enough? That is what reeealy concerns me.
So... let's get this started!
I remember when I've received the first bottle some time ago. I was amazingly excited about what is going to happen soon if I'm going to have some drops on my neck, wohoho! I was imagining scenarios of shocked faces, that would look at me with curious faces, like it would be written "What the fuck is going on with him? Has he changed in some way?"
Ah, right. I am twenty years old, and I am going to German High School with another people from various countries, while I don't know the language (the rest do know the language, since they live there at least for one year). I've moved to Germany 3 months ago. Until I learn the new language, my pheromone adventures are going to be based on experiences that are going to happen in this high school, or another environments like shops, banks or street.
For now, clubs and bars are off. But that is gonna change. (by the way, clubbing in Germany doesn't look good for me. I've searched many, many clubs or bars near my city, and there are only few that aren't as much popular, besides only one. But despite this, I am gonna try soon and make an opinion based on my real experience, not on Google lol)
I've got the bottle of SOB, and samples of XiSt and Celebrity (they are full to the half of the bottles). At first, I was worried if SOB is going to work in high school environment, but that does not stop me from using it. I do not want to be stopped by opinions where should one be used. If I really want to, I am going to use SOB in the church, and XiSt in the stripclub. Hey, I want experiences, god damn it!
Okay, let's move to the first day of my usage of SOB.
It was Wednesday, I woke up tired as always, and am going to make a big cup of coffee, thinking about what is going to happen today. I had my first bottle of quality pheromones, not like some time ago. After I've made everything, drank my coffee, brushed teeth etc. I've applied about 1,5 spray of SOB on my neck, and went to school.
I've noticed, that my colleague, let's call him Daniel, was especially talkative towards me. It could happen without pheromones, but I think it was that noticeable, that it is worth mentioning here, because he could always open his book and read it (we were sitting in the bus) like he does often. I can talk in German a little bit, so I always try my best with communicating with the other people. We were laughing about dumb things like wtf. Is SOB supposed to hit my pal like that? Well, I don't mind, honestly. LOL!
Okay, cool. Now I am off to greet my pals from my class. Hey, hey, hallo, hallo, greeting after greeting. Now I've noticed, that one of them, positive towards me, now was acting like I was a danger. When I've started to talk to him about something silly, he would respond fast and cut the conversation. He didn't smile like he usually does. He was staying away from me. Hmm... is it because of pheros, or he just had a bad day? Naah, he seems like he always has a good day, so this must be pheromones.
Another colleague of mine, insanely, INSANELY positive and masculine kind of man, like the real "alpha" (I hate this word, bleah), started to challenge me a little. But only a little, in a funny kind of way. He didn't change so much in the presence of pheromones.
When I was sitting in the class, the three girls from the class started to be shy/intimidated when I look at them. They don't want to look me in the eyes. When I catch them looking at me, they instantly look somewhere else. With that intimidation, It could be because of my height (6"4') and athletic build (I was working out for 3 years) and look better than average male.
The fourth, and the last girl (6/10 in my scale), was not like that. I see her looking at me for a long time, likes to catch my eyes, doesn't want to break eye contact. It was never like that earlier. I assume SOB worked well on her, lol! When I've initiated a conversation with her later on, she was talkative and was smiling. She seemed excited as well.
When I pass girls on the school corridor, I see many of them quickly looking at me, and when I look at them too, they tend to instantly look somewhere else as well. Is that because I am intimidating? I wonder how would they act if I started talking to them, or if they knew me. Maybe it is a initial intimidation because of too high value? Until I learn more language, I can only wonder.
When I was sitting on the bench with my colleague that is in the same situation with the language like mine, I've noticed about 10-15 feet away from me, on another bench, that there was a girl that would sit in a very, very feminine way, looking at me all the fucking time. She was honestly pretty. When I ignored it for a minute, because I was talking with that pal, and after that minute looked at her again, she would stare at me again!
Is it possible to hit from 10-15 feet with SOB in closed, warm environment? That alone-staring-contest didn't happen to me earlier.
And it is the end of a day. I'm going to home, going to drink some tea and think about writing about it.
The end of the first post! Kudos!
Btw. I do not understand the whole mixing thing. If only one product is more than enough to work, why should one mix with another pheromones? To make them stronger? If so, why only one kind of phero is not strong enough? That is what reeealy concerns me.
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