Last week I got a couple research molecules in the mail. Most of the new molecules are coming out as XSR's instead of XSP's. I think XSP's were attempt to duplicate old molecules by another vendor that had been discontinued. The XSR's are molecules XS has brought out as new. This is where the new action is.
I grabbed the first one that came out of the package and it was xsr95. The other is XSR94. That will be another thread.
I sprayed while I was sitting in the car in the driveway. I only got a half spray. Like pulling 95 out first. I took the half spray as an it is what it is moment. I'm glad I got a half spray because within seconds my vision started to sharpen. dark and shiny objects started to pop out. It was as if I had just gotten a new pair of glasses. Everything popped. It was a bright sunny day. I didn't check my pupil dilation but things sometimes seemed too bright.
I pulled into the closest coffee shop, perhaps I was studying my barista too quickly but she seemed to pull back. She's a bit spooked anyhow by nature but it was worth noting. I was chatty as was she. I ran some low contact errands and mostly noticed the brightness. On the way home I stopped at the corner store. A week or so ago I had met the new cashier. It was brief but she had gotten a good hit off an evolve cohesion combo. This time when I stopped in she got all nervous, all thumbs. I don't know if that was 95 or last weeks heavy enone hit. I have to sort out if its my cover also. I have seen a sort of bubble effect with neno but with much higher doses.
I spent a few days exploring the lower boundaries of 95 and it seems to start working between 6-8 mcg. 2 and 4, I didn't notice much at all.
The first night this kept me up. It was not a stimulation sort of wakeup, just not tired.
I have noticed some nice social aspects of this. I seem to have a sort of empathy but negative emotions don't pull me along with them. I'm aware they are there and I keep being inclined to be kind. People seem drawn to me, possibly admired but so far they are not drawn into a range that would be conducive for a sexual, at least just by itself.
Today I'm going another extreme I'm at three sprays. We'll see. Seems to be inducing a bit of stress about 20 minutes in.
I grabbed the first one that came out of the package and it was xsr95. The other is XSR94. That will be another thread.
I sprayed while I was sitting in the car in the driveway. I only got a half spray. Like pulling 95 out first. I took the half spray as an it is what it is moment. I'm glad I got a half spray because within seconds my vision started to sharpen. dark and shiny objects started to pop out. It was as if I had just gotten a new pair of glasses. Everything popped. It was a bright sunny day. I didn't check my pupil dilation but things sometimes seemed too bright.
I pulled into the closest coffee shop, perhaps I was studying my barista too quickly but she seemed to pull back. She's a bit spooked anyhow by nature but it was worth noting. I was chatty as was she. I ran some low contact errands and mostly noticed the brightness. On the way home I stopped at the corner store. A week or so ago I had met the new cashier. It was brief but she had gotten a good hit off an evolve cohesion combo. This time when I stopped in she got all nervous, all thumbs. I don't know if that was 95 or last weeks heavy enone hit. I have to sort out if its my cover also. I have seen a sort of bubble effect with neno but with much higher doses.
I spent a few days exploring the lower boundaries of 95 and it seems to start working between 6-8 mcg. 2 and 4, I didn't notice much at all.
The first night this kept me up. It was not a stimulation sort of wakeup, just not tired.
I have noticed some nice social aspects of this. I seem to have a sort of empathy but negative emotions don't pull me along with them. I'm aware they are there and I keep being inclined to be kind. People seem drawn to me, possibly admired but so far they are not drawn into a range that would be conducive for a sexual, at least just by itself.
Today I'm going another extreme I'm at three sprays. We'll see. Seems to be inducing a bit of stress about 20 minutes in.
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