an order may be placed next week/end who knows? 
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How it turned out... I work at a strip club so it’s a whole new playground to learn where there’s so many variables it’s crazy. A guys “preference”, a guys budget, the song that’s playing - whether it gets him in the mood, what kind of mood he’s in, etc. ???? Umm it was a “slow weekend” at the club but the crowd we did have was a tough one ???? young stingy cheap dudes. I can’t do weekends I knew it, but even that “slow night” confirmed it. I like being able to sit down and talk with my prey and let them simmer in my Pheromone cloud before I go in for the kill - I mean sale lol. I prefer older/mature white men in general anyways, they actually have some substance ????????♀️.
And with me being the only black girl working there that can be in my favor or not....Which is another reason I wear mones lol. Because let’s face it the little petite blonde girl is 9/10 every guys go to ???? So that’s a battle already in itself. But I went with the above mentioned combo and it needs to be tested through the weekday because when it’s the weekend there’s too much touch and go. I want to nail this combo, I’ve had a big hit with just Comply solo lol.
Note: I did notice one thing I think someone has mentioned before? is that when I was around the waitresses at the bar when they were at there station when they had to get past me and I was in the way they were so cute like “Excuse me, I’m so sorry ????!”Leave a comment:
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I was going to make the announcement in my journal first but like my sister somechick99 (not literally lol). I have finally found a home strip club to dance at. I was waiting to feel it out a bit before I told you guys to make sure it wasn’t another flop lol. ❤️???? I’m so happy! I’ll go in more detail in my journal. But I had a bad (Friday) night, I guess Easter weekend wasn’t the best week to start working/dancing. There was a room full of cheap ass young dudes, and the room of stingy couples who were “just here for a drink.” Idk maybe it was that full moon that night too that had people out of sorts, who knows? ????????♀️ But I do know one thing... I don’t like working weekends in the strip club, too much hustle and bustle for my old soul ????.Leave a comment:
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Okay, you guys, the Thinker + Comply combo did not do me any good. I'm completely over this paper and have been since the moment I started it, lol. I was doing good but then I got distracted by everything else that just seemed like a much better way to waste my time. I even tried spraying two more sprays of Thinker and nothing. I'm going to force myself to do this paper, though (like I have a choice).Leave a comment:
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I’ve been using xs194 (Inbetween) faithfully but... Today will be the day I have to break out Comply because.... Last night was ????????????. I think I need an iron fist ???????? because I’ll be damned if I do that shit again. Now don’t get me wrong Inbetween does wonders, but... Let’s just say I’ll be working on making Comply turn sexual. Ill be working on an xs194 + Comply combo in the next week... But for tonight I’m thinking Dose: 2x Comply, 2x DM+, 2x Neno, 2x P86...
I’ll reveal more soon but... I have reports (in general) for days I still need to type out from last month lol. Hopefully Monday will be my off day and I’ll just chill out... LOL yeah right it’s crunch time baby ????????!Leave a comment:
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Btw, if anyone who is reading this can recommend another mone for concentration, that would be excellent!Leave a comment:
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Tested this (scented Le Male) the last few day as an Uber driver.
Day 1 = 1 spray.
Day 2 = 2 sprays
Day 3 = 2 sprays + 2 drops DM oil.
Self effects: None that stood out.
Notes:
1. Nearly everyone went out of their way to thank me for the conversation as they left. It happens sometimes, but this was nearly every ride.
2. Even difficult passengers didn't push back on anything that I said (it's rare, but it does happen). It felt like they were deferring to me as the ultimate authority.
3. Didn't see any "wanting to please me" behaviour. Less like a VIP and more like a Cop or the CEO.
4. Adding some DM oil seemed to soften it up a bit as it was pretty harsh imo.
5. On longer rides (over 10 min), basically everyone talked. It was like the silence they created started to become uncomfortable for them. My general rule is to open the conversation when they arrive, but if they break rapport, then they're on their own. I'm not carrying the convo alone.
6. Definitely didn't feel very social. But also not antisocial. No overt attraction, even with the DM oil.
7. Zero evidence of me going out of my way to comply with others. Had several instances where this would have shown itself, and it didn't.
8. Several instances of passengers over-laughing at a comment/anecdote.
Overall, I didn't see anything that stood out in this context. However, it was more of an experiment than a test, as I wasn't directly trying to get something from anyone. I was just curious to see if there were any unique responses to this mix before moving forward.
Also, keep in mind that I can't see the passenger as my eyes are on the road, which means I'm not reacting in real time to their body language, but instead their voice. However, they can watch me the entire ride.
Side-note: Even though I washed the app points with Lava before going to bed, I had some very vivid dreams the last few nights. Slept well, just deep dreaming.
Looking forward to seeing what this mix can do!
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I want to work on a majority of my thesis today, to finish the findings + discussions sections (seriously, this paper was due like last week) and I was just stuck on YouTube. I sprayed:
2x - Thinker (chest)
2x - Comply (back of neck)
Let's see how this goes. I'm doing this for self effects.
Update 1 @ 5:50p: I was able to focus on the task of editing the Google sheet. Even going above and beyond to create a 3.0 of our coding document instead of working on that sheet. I'm not sure if this is Thinker at work or the fact that whether I graduate (with my track -- in other words, I'm graduating anyway, but I decided to do a track in which this thesis is required, for a regular degree, this is not required and I've already completed all the coursework to graduate, I'll be graduating with extra credits) relies heavily on this paper being done. I still keep checking my phone/Instagram & Bumble. But on my laptop, I have no other tabs open besides my school work.Last edited by Cheerio; 04-20-2019, 03:54 PM.Leave a comment:
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disinhibitor is kind of a low res word that can mean several things depending on what it is disinhibiting. It Bnol which kind of loosens lips by "disinhibiting' distrust. Behind actions are emotions and behind emotions are thoughts and behind thoughts there are sensory inputs. Anywhere along the chain the neurochemistry can be turned on or turned off, turned up or turned down, brightened or darkened. Depending on the sensory input and whether we choose to think positively or negatively about it, based off our "beliefs", a disinhibitor can be perceived by different people in different circumstances or different cultures as having possibly opposite effects while still, neurochemically acting in a disinhibitory manner.
If you can follow that, You may be able to understand why I said the word disinhibitor is a low res word. It's not completely accurate but it sure is a lot easier to convey an approximate meaning in a setting such as this.
For more depth on the intersection of neurochemistry, anthropology, sociology and psychology study, Maps of Meaning: the Architecture of belief by Jordan Peterson. It will take a few years but is well worth the effort.
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Now I understand what he ment, Thinker do something with my cognitive flow, but for some reason there is a tunnel vision too. In a combination with xs193 that is gone.Leave a comment:
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That's possible, Thinker has a disinhibitor in it. It seems like comply does too but they may be different putative.Leave a comment:
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