just wanted to share the struggle of testing and hoping to get a thread filled with helpful tips.
it happens so often, especially while testing a new blend or a new dose, that i read too much into people's not overly receptive behavior.
best example is last night. i had 3 sprays of M3x (very high none content) instead of my usual 2 and i went to a place where we were organizing a party.
now those people i was working with, i know only briefly for a few months, they are mostly strong and quit aggressive women.
our relationship is pretty rough more often then not.
its a long story but basically i got a position in managing them in the student organization, even though i am kind of outsider.
i technically belong to a different faculty lol, i got the position couse they werent any other candids.
anyway, they were quit cold to me, which shouldnt be too much of a shock, but together with a bit of coldness from another friend or too i was starting to think about ODing and contemplating washing off a part of the app point.
i forgot about the whole thing after an hour or so, had great time in a great party.
everybody were happy and all those girls were thanking me for saving the day after a fuck up we had.
(they did bust my balls most of the party for this fuck up though, which wasnt my fault).
so eventually i would say, the blend worked quit well and i definitely did not OD.
the friends that seemd a bit cold at first were super friendly just 20-30 minutes later in the next interaction we had.
it was just a bunch of factors combined that had nothing to do with the pheromones i was wearing.
i find myself getting this mind fuck quit often.
its so hard since i am looking for reactions from other people and if i have several cold or weird interactions in a row its hard not to link it to the blend but many many times its really has nothing to do with it.
once i think it might be the blend i get paranoid.
just in the same way, a string of good interactions dosent necessarily means its the pheros, but thats much less of a mind fuck for obvious reasons.
so what do you have to say about this testing thing?
it happens so often, especially while testing a new blend or a new dose, that i read too much into people's not overly receptive behavior.
best example is last night. i had 3 sprays of M3x (very high none content) instead of my usual 2 and i went to a place where we were organizing a party.
now those people i was working with, i know only briefly for a few months, they are mostly strong and quit aggressive women.
our relationship is pretty rough more often then not.
its a long story but basically i got a position in managing them in the student organization, even though i am kind of outsider.
i technically belong to a different faculty lol, i got the position couse they werent any other candids.
anyway, they were quit cold to me, which shouldnt be too much of a shock, but together with a bit of coldness from another friend or too i was starting to think about ODing and contemplating washing off a part of the app point.
i forgot about the whole thing after an hour or so, had great time in a great party.
everybody were happy and all those girls were thanking me for saving the day after a fuck up we had.
(they did bust my balls most of the party for this fuck up though, which wasnt my fault).
so eventually i would say, the blend worked quit well and i definitely did not OD.
the friends that seemd a bit cold at first were super friendly just 20-30 minutes later in the next interaction we had.
it was just a bunch of factors combined that had nothing to do with the pheromones i was wearing.
i find myself getting this mind fuck quit often.
its so hard since i am looking for reactions from other people and if i have several cold or weird interactions in a row its hard not to link it to the blend but many many times its really has nothing to do with it.
once i think it might be the blend i get paranoid.
just in the same way, a string of good interactions dosent necessarily means its the pheros, but thats much less of a mind fuck for obvious reasons.
so what do you have to say about this testing thing?
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